Disvillage Story 4 – Cat and Mouse

July 20, 2019August 2, 2019 ~ 7seasonsago ~ Leave a comment

Tasteful wall paper greeted Gwydion as he entered the light airy room of the empty resort suite. It was one of the better rooms – large, spacious, and… impersonally decorated. It was a place to make memories, not a place to face your memories. His opinion was that a hotel room should not remind you of your home or your ordinary life. Like a fantasy novel where the main character retreats from the common world to an alternate one, the hotel room should provide escape. Gwydion catered to fantasy and enchantments – the fantasy and enchantments of the rich.

Today Gwydion would not be indulging in fantasy. He would be addressing the very practical reality of cleaning a room. He had come to this suite to meet with his new employee Donny. House keeping had alerted him to spoiled towels. Towels meant for decoration (and occasional guest use – by those indulgent enough to use the ornately patterned towels in place of the lush white ones) had been used to clean the floor.

Donny had used the wrong towels, Gwydion explained. He had used the good towels. Gwydion handed him a pair of rubber gloves and they began instruction in housework.

As they talked about the finer art of cleaning a room, Gwydion eavesdropped on Donny’s mind. Donny had not grown up with good towels. He had grown up with working towels or towels that needed to be retired. The idea of a leisure class towel had never occurred to Donny. Donny was a good towel, Gwydion chuckled to himself, and he was too common to appreciate the art of not working.

Gwydion took the opportunity to measure Donny’s soul. It was something he did with all new employees. He required good in his employees. Evil was for the guests. The evil Gwydion desired grew best in good soil.

Donny had a small stain of theft and lies on an otherwise blameless soul balanced by an aftertaste of guilt and remorse. It was a flavor Gwydion did not enjoy, guilt and remorse; it ruined the taste of sin. But there was no need to worry. The environment that Gwydion would provide Donny would soon scrub his heart and leave it pure.

Occasionally true evil did reside in the poor, but it was rare. True evil grew best in the hearts of the rich and privileged. If a beggar had to choose to steal or starve than the sin was with the person the beggar stole from. True evil did not grow well in necessity where things done the wrong way for the right reasons had a habit of working out for “the best”.

He had one such soul almost ready for harvest – that rare person born to poverty capable of true evil. It was a boy born of the wrong cast and color – born to loving and generous; but, poor parents.

The man had been born with two balancing gifts. He had been born with a gift for charity and a gift for cruelty in equal measure. This was a man destined for greatness who could do great good or great evil.

Gwydion had ensured that a path to success was paved for him – a path to privilege. He had been oppressed along the way, of course, human nature being what it is – always looking to kick a perceived inferior. The oppression had made an impression on the man and the seeds of desire were sown. The oppression had created a crossroads of destiny. This man could go down either path.

Gwydion had made sure that there was always a balance of someone helpful – to provide charity for him. Someone that got the man into an Ivy League college his parents could never afford – someone who had shown him grants not readily known about. Another someone that introduced him to the right people to get him a cushy elite job – a job never posted to a pool of candidates. And finally, support to implement a rise to power in his corporation – the right over qualified secretary, an HR manager charmed by his meager beginnings, a boss ready for retirement that never got in his way or took credit for his work. In other words – “luck”.

The man had rejected any notion that he was charmed believing all privilege he had acquired had been his own hard work. He, who was beholden to everyone, believed he was beholden to no one. It had been a gamble by Gwydion to provide him with charity in hopes that the man would not recognize what was being extended to him (goodwill) and invest that understanding in fostering his own talent of benevolence. It was a gamble that had paid off. It had made the corruption of the man’s soul that much more delicious. Things could have gone a different way. He could have recognized the generosity of others and been humbled by it.

By providing luck, Gwydion had groomed and fostered a talent of disregard and callousness until it had led the man to the great sin of his soul. It had led him to a turning point.

The man was faced with someone who had helped him climb his mountain of success. It was someone like the man. Someone born to all the same disadvantages and blessed with none of the charms and assistance. Instead of raising this fellow up and passing on his good fortune, he had done the opposite. He had chosen to oppress him. He had treated the employee as an inferior and had reveled in his authority and power over the employee. He who had been oppressed celebrated the joy of providing oppression. The man had realized that he had not been working for riches but for power. He now had the power to inflict harm on the innocent.

The man had chosen to never invest in his gifts of charity and had allowed his soul to tarnish leaving no path to redemption. Ironically, an investment in altruism would have provided the true greatness this man envied in others – greatness only found in humility. Now he would always be dissatisfied because a part of him would forever know that he had missed his opportunity to be the great man he could have been. The man was dissatisfied and cruel – flavors Gwydion relished. His soul was ready. Gwydion would devour it. Like a cat bating a mouse, it was time for him to pounce.

Gwydion was a demon.

Gwydion thanked Donny for his work and dismissed him taking his gloves and then removing his own. Donny departed the room and Gwydion was left with the back of the hotel suite door. And a mirror – that (had he been hungry) would have been blank. Because he was full, the mirror provided Gwydion with an image of himself. It revealed his true visage; what humans would describe as a classic vampire. But unlike a vampire, Gwydion did not drink blood. He drank souls. These souls needed to be sweet, delicious, and corrupt beyond redemption. And while no one was beyond redemption, these souls had rejected it. They had rejected a call to humanity and embraced their selfishness. They no longer had a desire to be good, to do the right thing, to think about others.

Gwydion looked good. He did good. He fostered good in others. But he was evil. He needed to be surrounded by these very good people to bring out the evil in others that he so desired. These wicked humans that could be feasted on.

Gwydion was a being of selfishness and soullessness. And, the soulless had no reflection. When Gwydion was well fed, he had a soul and could see himself. The mirror; however, did not show him what his magic hid. A glamour allowed him to look living, hid his fangs, and made his livid red eyes brown. It was a glamour the mirror did not replicate. While he was full of soul, he could reflect on himself and indulge in humanity.

An Angel had once asked him if hell approved. It had been an amusing question. Hell did not approve of anything. Hell was not organized. There were no allegiances. It was every demon for himself. Hell was not a place but a state of being. He wondered if heaven was really a state of being as well. He wondered if the cooperation of the good created a community that gave the illusion of space. It was a question he was not capable of, except when devouring the souls of the living. These sorts of questions were almost repentant. They required a statement of “I” which led to a realization of self which led to a realization of others. The irony amused him.

Gwydion approved. That was enough. His motives and alliances were his own.

Disvillage Story 3 – Treble Makers Under a Rest

July 12, 2019August 2, 2019 ~ 7seasonsago ~ Leave a comment

Fruitless mulberries had once lined the street – with one in front of every lot. Or, so she had been told. She had met another “nosey neighbor” at an open house. When she had described which property was hers (to see if the two of them were neighbors), the elderly lady had exclaimed “oh, the house with the perfectly sculpted tree!”

It was… perfectly sculpted. The trunk had been pruned to resemble a hand. With her second eye, she always saw a tree house sitting in it. She wondered which alternate reality that was in. Yet, maybe it wasn’t an alternate reality. Maybe it was the future.

When she had first bought the house, she had thought about cutting it down. It provided no fall color and no fruit. However, the love that had gone into the maintenance of the tree could not be denied.

One year she had it pruned back to the “hand”. The summer after had been unbearable inside her house as the tree struggled to regrow its canopy. She had discovered what the tree was for. It was for shade. The lesson had solved another problem. The neighbor across the street who had constantly complained about it, never complained again. She guessed it had been a hot summer for them as well.

The tree had proven it’s worth. Moira would keep it. Taking the under canopy up, she provided a space for undergrowth trees and populated it with Dogwood and Japanese Maples. These under canopy trees would provide the fall foliage she needed. As a day dreamer she recognized the importance of keeping and celebrating the passage of time. In a place where seasons were not distinct, she tried to provide some structure for mother nature wherever she could.

While the tree thought of itself as ancient (it was probably the oldest tree in the neighborhood), it was (in reality) a mere fifty. Since she had decided that the tree would stay, Moira bought a boulder for it to have as a friend with the hopes that the much older rock would impart some wisdom to the provincial tree.

Moira was sitting under it now on that very boulder as she mentally prepared herself to go to work. There was nothing hard about her job, but she liked to be in the right space before she arrived. Also, Donny, her neighbor Jakes housemate, was going to catch a ride to work with her. So, she was also waiting for him.

Gwydion, her employer, had given Donnie a job in house keeping in the café at the resort and hot springs she worked at teaching yoga. She was also preparing for her meeting with Gwen regarding expanding her role there. Gwydion was trying to establish music for the grounds and was hoping to start training talent as they were having some difficulty securing local musicians. As with everything with Gwen, it was long term thinking – seeds planted now for shade trees and fruit tomorrow. She also suspected that Gwen was laying out the first steps in a path to make her his second in command.

Gwen had laid out four areas of focus for the resort – water, earth, wind, and fire.

Water was represented by the hot springs and bathhouse. It was a chance to be clean. To wash things away. It also represented the heart and was the most social part of the resort.

Earth was represented by the grounds. They were laid out with a compliment of edible, medicinal, and ornamental plants. It was a place devoted to the care of the body.

Wind was represented by the amphitheater. It was a place where ballets, lectures, and concerts were given addressed the needs of the mind.

Fire was represented everywhere. It could be found in the heat of the drawn bath. It could be found in the oven of the kitchen. It could be found in the illumination of the theater. Fire was transformative. It addressed the needs of the soul.

Moira’s instrument of calling was Double Bass, but she played all the string instruments. She had taught both her grandchildren violin – her little treble makers as she liked to call them. Adjacent to the amphitheater, Gwen had plans for a school. One of the classes taught there would be music, but Gwen had hinted that her role would be one of a “principle” of sorts.

Moira had the background to pull it off. She had started her life in classical music and dance before moving on to university and then a corporate position of leadership all the while dabbling in fine arts to amuse herself.

It was corporate life that had introduced her to the concept of “retreat”. These “work vacations” had become important to her as a time of deconstruction and reconstruction. When she retired, she found herself gravitating to all sorts of retreats. Yoga retreats, music retreats, writing retreats, ceramic retreats – you name it. Moira enjoyed it all.

It was at one such retreat she had met Gwydion, sailing. He had discussed with her his resort. They had a likeness of minds and a relaxed way of speaking to each other. He was also very easy on the eyes which made her school girls heart glad. He made her feel young. Before she knew it she had been recruited to join his team of workers.

Which brought her to now – under this tree – sitting on this rock. Yoga instructor hadn’t really felt like work. It had felt like a calling. But the resort also had the feeling of a calling. Taking on more didn’t feel like signing up for more somehow. It felt like another step down her right path. It was a path that had brought her to this house, this neighborhood, this town. There was magic here. She could feel it.

A noise distracted her and she looked up to see Donnie on his way accompanied by her other neighbors Tyco and Jamison Lee. They were delivering fresh eggs and had dropped some off at Jakes just in time to escort Donnie over.

A new friend, a new opportunity, and fresh eggs. There were even blueberries on the bush and peaches on the tree. At a time in her life that she should be thinking of how to wrap it up, it felt like she was just beginning. Her wandering soul was at rest. She had arrived. Like the tree her reason for being had not immediately been apparent. It was time for her to start providing shade for others to sit under.

Disvillage Story 2 – Lemons to Lemonade

July 5, 2019August 2, 2019 ~ 7seasonsago ~ Leave a comment

There was a little fountain outside the office window playing a melody of nature that (thankfully) distracted from the silence of the room. The faintest hint of incense kept his nose busy searching for it. Sometimes the fragrance was there and sometimes it wasn’t – as if his mind had made it up. He fiddled with his hands noticing that three of his fingernails were dirty. He hadn’t slept very well stressing about this interview and had rushed to get ready this morning. Fiddling with his hair, he noticed that it felt funny and he wondered if he had remembered to rinse the shampoo out. His clothes were clean, of that he was at least sure of. Jake (his new roommate) had made sure he had washed his small assortment of clothing with detergent and in hot water.

One month ago, he had been homeless (One month ago. One lifetime ago. Already, he was somebody different). He had been earning enough to eat as a street performer juggling. But, not enough for much of anything else. He had been sleeping under a bridge enjoying the summer outside – vaguely worried about winter. That’s how he had met Jake.

Jake was a puppeteer and his puppets had fascinated him. Donny had always loved dolls but (as a child) his opportunity to play with them had been very limited. He was shocked to come face to face with a grown man playing with them in public – dressing them up, making them tell stories, making them sing and dance…

In return Jake had been fascinated by Donny’s juggling abilities.

Donny came by them honestly. His mother had been a fourth-generation circus performer from Czechoslovakia. She had been teaching him since he was a little boy. She had taught him other things as well. Like how to pick pockets. He hadn’t shared that with Jake and hadn’t used that talent in many years – at least not for keeps. He enjoyed practicing and so would sometimes pick peoples pockets and then put the stuff back before they had a chance to miss them.

He remembered all the stories she had shared with him about the old world and how they had come to the good fortune of their tract home on the end of the cul-de-sac. She had been on tour in the United States when she had met his father. In a whirl wind of romance, she had left the circus to become a wife and then a mother. She had been eager to leave the road and settle into a suburban life. As a little girl she had come into a windfall of old Life magazines. The ads had seemed like a story out of fiction. The magazines offered a reality so different, the United States might as well have been on Mars – their reality was so different. By marrying his father, her fantasy of being an “American” had come true.

His father was a miner. They had lived well until the mine closed when Donny was eight. His father had gone to Alaska to look for seasonal work on a fishing ship while his parents figured out what to do next. That had been ten years ago.

His mother had been killed in a car accident while his father was away. Donny had been put in foster care while they looked for his father or other close relatives. The state hadn’t found either and he had been in foster care until he had turned eighteen.

Eighteen had come six months ago. Until that time, he had had three sets of foster parents. He had never felt like a son to any of them. He had felt like a job and duty. He had been invited in to help pay the rent; and, he had never been allowed to forget that. He had never been close to his last set of foster parents. They had been strict and religious. The foster parents before that had moved out of state and had left him to be rehomed so he had only know these latest foster parents for a year – his last year in social services.

All of his foster parents had been a series of middle class, mid-western people who had been disapproving of a circus background and suspicions of his talents. He had once overheard his circus abilities described as “unnatural, like witchcraft”.

It seemed everything important about himself, he had overheard. With his last foster parents, he had overheard them talking about what he was going to do when he turned 18. They had been worried about how he was going to move out. He had a little money saved from mowing lawns and knew it was enough for a bus ticket to a city large enough to have street performers. He would juggle. If necessary, he would steal. He could get by and figure out a life for himself.

Donny told his foster parents he had been in touch with some family and would be going to stay with them. They had been relieved to hear he had someplace to go and had never pressed him on the details of his lie. It had broken his heart a little more to be cared about so little. These little heartbreaks were the worst. It was as if pieces of him were disappearing every time someone disappointed him – making him nobody.

One morning Jake had spied him tumbling out of the bushes on his way to the old part of town where they both did side walk shows. Donny had emerged tousled and bed worn, maybe a little dirty. It had been impossible to disguise what was going on – that he was homeless. After a brief morning greeting, they walked in silence for a while as if they met each other like this every morning to stroll to work.

“Is this where you’re sleeping?” Jake had asked him.

“Just for a little while,” said Donny casually, trying to reassure Jake, “until I get enough money for a place”.

They had a long talk after that while Jake pressed him for details about his age and background. “You can’t stay under the bridge anymore. You are going to have to stay with me until we figure you out,” Jake had told him firmly.

And that was it. Like a miracle Donny had gone from being lost and thrown away to having people again. Where once he felt himself going feral – losing parts of his mind and soul that made him human and connected, the reverse was happening now. Jake felt like family. He was introducing him to community. Donny started remembering things about himself. He was remembering how to smile. He was (slowly) remembering how to groom himself. He was remembering how to hope, as the glimpse of a future presented its self. He was remembering possibility and pride.

Now he was at this interview – a possible job.

The man he had been expecting came into the room. “Hi, I’m Gwydion,” he said with a big smile and a friendly demeanor extending his hand to shake “but everyone calls me Gwen. Sorry to keep you waiting.”

Donny took his hand and smiled. Gwen was a handsome, tall, athletic man that made people feel immediately at home. He possessed a smile that made his eyes twinkle. He had a face that should have been lined but wasn’t. He had hair that should have shown silver but instead was chestnut brown. He seemed older than time; and, (at the same time) newly born. Donny relaxed under the enchanting gaze of this handsome man.

“I’m Dominik. But everyone calls me Donny. Thank you for taking time to meet me.”